Words speaks louder than voice

One of the maaaanny reasons why i like to blog is , this - expressing jiwang2 thing.haha
i like to write this kinda a thing when im in that kinda mood . haha. poyo gila..
soo , here's one of my early writings .

                                                         Pergi kasihku pergi ,

                                                         dun ever come back to me ,

                                                         x mengubah apa2 arti ,

                                                         ur still the luv 4 me ...

                                                         beriku hidup , beriku hope ,

                                                         letting u go is like taking a dope ,

                                                         we plan until the altar ,

                                                         but this is where we can go sooo far ,

                                                         ur embrace , ur grace ,

                                                         i will NEVER forget ,

                                                         until the Apocolypse we met.

                            at every sunset

                            there is a sunrise
                            give new hope
                            truths n lies
                            dimmed in the hour
                            of the shattered region
                            where i fought
                            with not by a batallion
                            i've won but what did i get
                            i saw u with him an yes i've lost
                            u tell me to let go n to forget
                            how can i fall to a person like u
                            where thought i could woke up every morning
                            n there i could see u
                            but now theres nothing
                            i just hate u .

MEnang la wei !

It was the annual school's uniform marching competition . 8 platoon take part but in the end..haha. sape lagi kalo bkn KRS en . hehe :) our turn was the last . like they always say , ''save the last for the best '' . huhu =)

This time of the year we got a big prob . we got no zone competition this year as the government has cut the budget . so we got directly the state competition . but the stake is damn higher cz usually we only got 4 teams , 1 from each zone from each zone...but now..its all open and it got up to 12 teams competing for the state champion . aku kate..mak aihh..gila ape..

But don't worry lah , bole punye =) this year we've got drill boot ! haha . bpk best :))
soo..keep sending your prayers to God and hope He hears you guys =)
Adios =)

bleaching feeling

i feel i want to bleach " it " but at the same i dont want to bleach it.get it?
its bout her. the one that i cared so much who eventually became the the one who broke me into millions and millions and millions of pieces.  it feels soo good when im around her and i dont want to lose that feeling. ever.
but i did. i lost it and it might never come back again. ever. why is the big question here. but everything happens for a reason and maybe God have other plans for me. lets just hope so. and to ya'lls out there , move on with your life dumbass.

exam fever

its the diagnostic !!! argh. ahaha. i've just finished our first two weeks of the diagnostics , so we got another one week to run. hopefully this diagnnostic can turn out to be my turning point this year =) doakan la aku.hehe
next week will be the chemistry paper , physics , pqs , arab and ape lagi nta . haha ;)
why aa malaysia got so many exams ? ergh...like my friend's quote "nk pnda france la" , pape nta. haha. anyway , so don't get angry aa if im not updating the blog lately.exam tau x =)
lastly, pray for me kayh .
adios peeps =)